As Far As I Can Remember..
As far as I can remember I've loved sex or sexual activities. I dont know how it started or where it started but when it did I wanted more I had to have more. I do remember when I was about 5 or 6 my uncle In-Law rubbed on my pussy as he gave me a piggy back ride to the park, he slightly put both his index finger's on my clit and began to rub them side to side however; I wasnt scared or sad it was a feeling I didnt want to stop. It felt good I guess.
I also remember when I was young me and my cousin got caught in the tub touching each others clit. Around that same time 6 or 7 I had a little nieghborhood boyfriend who lived next door we use to take two covers outside lay one on the grass and one over us and hump it felt so good wat ever we were doing, its kind of a blurry though since it was so long ago but thats just the begining
When I was in about 1st grade I remember this girl who use to be my best friend name'd marie a mexican and black girl with carmel skin and really curly hair. We had class together and in class one day we were watching a movie and it was very dark we were sitting together and under the table she started to feel on me and it felt so good once again it wasnt a scared feeling it was more of a dont stop I want more. So I moved my hand inside her pants and began to do the same. We continued this for a while where ever we could do it we did it we use to go to the school bathroom and play with each other in the same stall. My Girl on Girl escapades continued on.
My moms ex boyfriend had a daughter named nickeya who was about 5 or 6 and I was like 7 or 8 at the time we were in the room playing with our barbie dolls when nickeya asked me did I know how to play the nasty game. I told her no and she asked did I want to play so I said yea. She suddenly started to rub on my clit and stick her finger in but this time it felt so diffrent from any other time. She had actually stuck her finger in me unlike the others who just rubbed it maybe this is why she calls it the nasty game. Several times after that we continued the nasty game.
The boys in girl club was a summer program my mom signed me and nickeya up for thats were we meet the new member who joined the nasty game we played with each other as usually in the bathroom untill one day a staff walked in on us an we had to call our mom and tell her. When we got home nickeya blamed everything on me and said I intruduced her to the nasty game but I swear on my life I didnt but of course nobody believed me since she was 5 or 6 and was 7 goin on 8. Long story short my mom and nickeyas dad relationship came to an end shortly after and that was the end of them but only the begining for me.
As I continued out my summer at the boys in girls club there use to b this mexican boy who I was helping on the computer. With out his premission I stuck my hands down his pants and began to jack his dick off, he was younger then me. He didnt look at me or anything I felt so bad but it felt so good weird thing is I can still smell him sometime's on my hand.
This behavior continued on. One day me and my best friend Chantel were having a sleep over at my house when late at nite while we were sleeping next to each other in the postion of spooning I stuck my hands in her pj bottoms and let my hand wonder all over her body as I turned the other way to fall asleep I noticed she turned to so I grabbed her hand n put it in my pants and guided her hands to touch my clit the next morning she asked why I did it and i felt so ashamed I didnt know what to tell her I felt horrible what kinda friend was I.
